Pre-departure thoughts

It is so easy to be caught up in the chaos and uncertainty of moving across the world.  My mind so easily spirals, telling me that I am slamming the door on my life and leaving everything and everyone behind.  How is this even happening?!

Then I remember your support: the well wishes, prayers, and conversations filled with anticipation we have shared.  The $15,000 that friends, family, and strangers have invested in me because they believe that this is worthwhile.  The time, money, and the coordination that makes all of this possible have come from a giant community of supporters that believe in the value of global connections, relationships, and life transforming experiences.

Each time I remember this, I am humbled yet again. 

Six months ago, I imagined my life would be headed in a much different direction. I was expecting to round off my senior year at Luther and get a nice stable job for a while to help me afford to eat in grad school.  However attainable and logical I seem to think my plan is, God always seems to have a much better one. Although I never could have seen it, He has been molding me for this year of service. I cannot wait to answer the call.

 I know that the time I spend in Madagascar will be transformative and that my understanding will be stretched in ways I won’t know until I am in the moment.  I know that there is nothing I can do to prepare me for this experience. I have searched through dozens of alumni blogs and found connections to YAGM alumni and people from Madagascar who have offered me their unwavering support. There may be many common threads between my experience and theirs, but I can’t wait to meet the people who will walk alongside me and make this year worthwhile.

There is grief that comes with leaving.  But without goodbyes, how could we know the pleasure of a hello and a new adventure?  Where would we find a story to share or new friendships? I lean into the farewells relying on the hope of a joyful reunion. 

Sending prayers and love your way.  I can’t wait to see you again.